Saturday – went to visit Elizabeth and arrived just after midday. Car still off the road as there is something major wrong with it and so had to rely on public transport and it is a long way away. I make the effort to go as I know that Elizabeth is not getting out much and is couped up on that ward with the other patients who are also severely ill. Elizabeth is very unhappy and is being punished by not being allowed out right now for very long. The doctor just took her off a large amount of medication and instead of allowing a drug free period like the Professor suggested in his letter, the doctor in charge has introduced another harmful drug. This drug is called Olanzapine. It has the worst record of suicide and homicide ever recorded so I read in an anti-psychotic they are offering at this leading specialist hospital where my daughter was promised a drug free assessment. Taking someone off a large amount like this is bound to throw a patient’s behaviour off balance as well as being couped up on the ward for the most part. This is not what I expected at all from such a leading hospital where I thought there would be more on offer for care and a promise of a proper assessment by the Professor whom I thought she would be under but now this Professor is supposedly now not in charge of the ward where she is any longer nevertheless I feel he owes some kind of responsibility towards my daughter having referred her there in the first place and even said he had “one or two contacts”.
Dr Tracy has written to me and questions what on earth this doctor is doing switching her instead of just getting her off the drugs. She also goes on to state that Olanzapine is notorious for causing diabetes and I am therefore appointing solicitors to act for my daughter. She goes on to say that “they know if they begin switching meds she will become out of control thus giving them more control via sanctions. “IT IS A VERY SICK GAME THEY PLAY.”
MAY GOD PUNISH THEM FOR DOING THIS TO MY DAUGHTER. THIS IS TRULY EVIL AS IT IS HER WISH TO BE REDUCE AND IT CAN BE DONE BUT THEY ARE DELIBERATELY DOING THIS.
GOD IS WATCHING THIS ABUSE.
Dr Tracey has recommended I read the following – an article from Atlantic Magazine called “Lies Damned Lies & Medical Science”. It is an interview with a top expert in the world saying that at this point 90% of medical research has been compromised due to undue influence by the manufacturers and that he is not sure if medical science will recover from all this deception in research. She also recommends I look at the study done by Dr Malcolm Bowers of Yale on how many are going psychotic on these drugs which remains unrecognised and then they continue to treat them for this drug-induced psychosis. It is truly evil what is going on.
There was not much time to do anything on Saturday and I took Elizabeth off the ward and we went for a meal. I was told if I was not back in 3 hours I could be arrested.
On Sunday I went down with a friend to see her again as otherwise there would be no visitors for her. She was looking bloated now she is on that awful drug and saying how very unhappy she is on that ward that is like a prison. She begged me to get her off and said “I want to come home, Mum”. It is heartbreaking as I would like to have her home however since she has been on these drugs her behaviour can be totally out of control – the drugs are so very very harmful – a once placid girl can be the complete opposite and unpredictable. A once happy girl is now sad and her appearance unrecognisable from how she used to be.
They are poisoning my daughter and will eventually kill her so I am going to turn to the worlds religions to draw attention to the plight of the weak and vulnerable people stuck on these prison-like wards with hardly any visitors miles from home and put on drug after drug after drug by doctors who have nothing in the way of scientific tests to properly ascertain the cause of mental illness and the violent and aggressive behaviour shown by some of these patients is caused by the drugs themselves not by the condition and besides WHICH ONE in my daughter’s case. There is a multitude of conditions.
I attach my appeal to the churches and you can see from this is because I believe that only God can help my daughter now and at the end of the day God is more powerful than any of these so called professionals who I believe are abusing my daughter and ignoring her wish to come off the drugs. By introducing another drug they are risking her life and she could die. I pray to God this does not happen and hope that the solicitor coming tomorrow can help my daughter.